SOLITUDE - A DATE WITH ME

It's 700am.  The golden rays from the morning sun shines through the sheer curtains of the hotel room.  I chose to spend the weekend in a comfortable hotel. 

Even though it's just a few miles away from my home, I still wanted to just get away from everything.

I turned my phone off.  Not even Boss came with me.  This is a time to enjoy the peacefulness of solitude.  So what did I do ? Last night I stripped butt naked. 

For the first time in a long time I felt free. There were no worries about body image. There were no questions why I did something one way or another. It was just me.

I did some writing.  I also watched some porn and masturbated. 

This morning I'm definitely going to masturbate. But I will not do it to any porn.  Today I'm going to allow my mind and body to take me there.  I'm actually getting aroused thinking about it.  For a few hours I'm going to unplug and explore myself. And it's all going to take place on this plush bed. No interruptions no additional visual aids, just me. So I guess you can say I have a date with myself. LOL And I'm going to enjoy every minute of it.