It's 700am. The golden rays from the morning sun shines through the sheer curtains of the hotel room. I chose to spend the weekend in a comfortable hotel.
Even though it's just a few miles away from my home, I still wanted to just get away from everything.
I turned my phone off. Not even Boss came with me. This is a time to enjoy the peacefulness of solitude. So what did I do ? Last night I stripped butt naked.
For the first time in a long time I felt free. There were no worries about body image. There were no questions why I did something one way or another. It was just me.
I did some writing. I also watched some porn and masturbated.
This morning I'm definitely going to masturbate. But I will not do it to any porn. Today I'm going to allow my mind and body to take me there. I'm actually getting aroused thinking about it. For a few hours I'm going to unplug and explore myself. And it's all going to take place on this plush bed. No interruptions no additional visual aids, just me. So I guess you can say I have a date with myself. LOL And I'm going to enjoy every minute of it.